I am a Storyteller…
(This is a copy of the article I wrote for Kate Eileen Shannon's March 5th blog, http://kateeileenshannon.com/2014/03/05/join-me-and-meet-a-storyteller/ . Many thanks to Kate for her hospitality, kindness and friendship.) Please check out Kate's blog for this and a great deal more!
First, I must say
that it’s a real pleasure to be back here with Kate Eileen Shannon once again.
I truly appreciate her never-ending expertise, wide ranging skills and
friendship. This Irish Colleen has
pointed this old Scotsman in the right direction more times than I can count.
My humble thanks, Kate, always.
I’ve been a
storyteller ever since I was seven or eight. My head has always had so many
thoughts, ideas and worlds and my imagination has always asked the age-old
wonderings: What if! Why not! and tried
to fit them magnificently into so countless Once
upon a times.
When I was a kid,
hiding away upstairs in my room, I would draw courageous heroes and beautiful,
brave heroines, powerful dragons and unspeakable monsters, and then create
stories where they would fight great battles, solve unsolvable puzzles and then
all live happily ever after. Well, perhaps not the monsters. But I hid my
stories away, rather self-conscious and embarrassed to share them with my
family or friends. Not because I would have been laughed at, but because I truly
wasn’t ready to share them yet.
My father, bless
him, made me a tree swing in our backyard. The rope went up so far into the
tree that I swore at times it was like Jack’s magic beanstalk…you couldn’t see the
top because of the clouds. Every day I would go out and swing as high as I
could, glancing out eagerly (and with just a bit of tantalizing fright) over
the top of our roof, feeling the warmth of the sun and the wind whistling around
me and I would imagine soaring on dragon back out across the skies of some vast
dessert.
At night, when I
went outside and watched the lights from the fireflies rushing randomly to and
fro in the velvet darkness, I would create tales of the dark that scared the
living dickens right out of me. Their flashing lights would become the eyes of
terrifying creatures and the darkness would become filled with the night sounds
of rural Vermont. Owls hooted softly, dragonflies and insects buzzed, a dog
barked a mile away and a lonely hungry howl would make me shiver. Then I would
creep back toward the warm lights from our house and safely envision a realm of
creatures of the night as I peered out wide-eyed into the gloom.
When I was a
teenager, I began writing those stories down as short stories. I happened to be
a quiet kid, so I still didn’t share them. Those stories were special to me.
They were mine and I was very protective of them. I wrote and rewrote those
stories on yellow pads in pencil so I could back and correct them. As I got
older, I began to type them up on an old manual typewriter, frustrating myself
over and over again, my fingers almost permanently stained from black
typewriter ribbon and the delightful, and ill-advised erasing solutions of the
day.
But I was still a
storyteller, more than ever. The stories were now on paper as well as in my
thoughts and mind, that’s all. So I typed and wrote and created worlds, fought
titanic battles, soared on dragons and lived happily ever after. I would write hunched
over by flashlight in my bed at night when my parents thought I was asleep. I
would write when I was supposed to be doing homework. I would skip breakfast
and write. At school, when Mr. McGinty’s English Literature class became particularly
boring, I would secretly write stories in my notebook, at least until the other
kids around me began wondering what I was doing and tried to catch a glimpse.
Then I would hastily shut my notebook, zip it tight and sit listening to McGinty’s
boring lecture, my face redder than a baby’s bare bottom after three hours on
the beach in August.
As I moved on to
the hallowed halls of university, I continued to write. By now I had boxes
filled with stories that no one but I had ever seen or read. Most of my stories
back then dabbled in horror, suspense and fantasy. I tentatively sent a few
stories here and there out to publishers and magazines. At times I would
receive a written note telling me that my stories were good, just needed more
polish or that they just didn’t have a place for them at the moment. Some
editors actually took the time to tell me what they liked and what I needed to
improve upon. I treasured those letters. I would keep them and read them over
and over again, taking every word to heart. And when I felt the lowest,
convinced that my humble stories would never find the light of day, never have
readers to enjoy them, I would take those letters out and reread them over once
again.
Life
happened. Two marriages, five children,
eight grandkids and three great-grandkids magically appeared and blossomed. Forty
years in education in Vermont and New Mexico went by, twenty-nine as a
principal. My days were filled with solving problems, making my staff and the
kids’ parents feel good about themselves and what they were doing with kids,
cheering students on and being “Dad” to thousands of kids and adults. I worked
twelve hours a day and spent as much time as possible after that with my
family. Even then, I would write Dragonrider fantasy novels late at night. I
was so tired that at times I would nod off sitting up typing into the computer.
But I still wrote. I truly believe that the dragon rider fantasies allowed me
to shuck off the cares and issues of each day at school and permitted my
imagination to soar free and unfettered, once again on dragon back.
Now, I am
retired. I write small town mysteries (The Falls small town mystery series) and
Dragonrider fantasies (the Dragon World series). I have finally sent my stories
out into the world, by self-publishing them through KDP on Amazon. I am delighted
to finally be sharing those worlds, those dreams and visions with others. After
publishing twenty-one of my books on Amazon in the past three years, however, I
am still, at heart, a storyteller. I weave stories, pure and simple. I hope
that you get a chance to read some them. It would make this old Scottish heart
smile.
May the dragons
watch over you all…
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